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PSEUDONAUSEA

by sketchface

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1.
false entity 02:27
ive not seen you recently psychological injury theres a leech on my brain think im going insane going insane think im going insane identities torn in two snakes in my shoes because evidently im a false entity false entity im a false entity
2.
burden you 03:39
i know this song sounds redundant i didn’t know where to start ever heavy eyelids a migraine of the heart i could have spoken to anyone but i didn’t want to burden them you say i give myself too much hatred but i know if you were me you wouldn’t want to stay because i don’t know why i’m unable to cry lyrics: maybe things would have been different if opportunities didn’t turn to fears you say I give myself too much shit after all these things tend to end in tears because i don’t know why i’m unable to cry i wanted you to know i never want to burden you
3.
hello room, i feel we’ve gotten closer as of late i’ve memorised each and every creak the floorboards make but I can’t help but wish that i was anywhere but here maybe drinking in the park the way we did last year my guitar, I see that you’ve indented my fingertips these somber chords reflect akin to a mirror under a cantrip i hope someday that we can once more lie under that tree needles, ink and ethanol wipes gently pierce my skin now I cannot seem to shake this feeling off reconcile lie around and stare at the walls for a while i am not worthless senseless or careless i’m simply bored witless and I can sit and tell you all the memories we’ll make but if I’m honest I just don’t know how long this is gonna take so until then I’ll be writing novels in my mind of the stupid things we’ll do when all this shit passes us by now I cannot seem to shake this feeling off reconcile lie around and stare at the walls for a while i am not worthless senseless or careless i’m simply bored witless
4.
welcome to my humble abode we can buy vodka, sit at the end of the garden but the smoke is trailing from my eyes now burning out but that doesn’t stop me wanting to laugh with you again now you make me feel so sick now i hide from your grip
5.
restless 03:42
im having trouble tryna sleep tonight i keep shivering in bed with thoughts of frights i wanna close my eyes, i'm begging on my knees and every time i do, you die in my dreams calluses and papercuts and the stench of cigarettes waking up at 4am in a cold sweat i can’t remember the first time this will not be the last time every time i sleep, you die in my dreams didnt wanna be the one to realise while im stumbling round bleeding from my eyes and now i can’t remember the first time this will not be the last time x2 every time i sleep, you die in my dreams
6.
sadnoise v2 03:03
ive got an aching spine and skull im aware that its all on me i know im not anyone but me im still not quite so sure if ill make peace with it [solo] still beached like a whale a snail without a shell i know im not anyone but me still not quite so sure if ill make peace with it if ill make peace with it
7.
i've spent a little while mulling over things quietly the frosty window glistens oh so solemnly undoubtedly i can’t help but notice that while we’re apart the world outside only ever seems to darken not brighten and when the lamps are on but the windows never open i can’t help but figure that while we’re apart there’ll be more days when this is over one day it’ll all be over and when it is you know i'll be first in line to breathe again bored of waiting inside wasting what is left of my life let me outside outside
8.
i l y 03:28
i know we couldn’t see quite at eye level but you know how much you mean to me flipped through old paper planes tore a couple of pages out stuck photos on the wall sinking feeling locked up deep within my chest and it’s eating me alive now I’m speechless with a stone trapped in my throat as I try to mumble out how I feel i love you i don’t wanna overimpose do I really belong here who knows when will we meet again when will we once more poison ourselves and sing daylight in the sun sinking feeling locked up deep within my chest and it’s eating me alive now I’m speechless with a stone trapped in my throat as I try to mumble out how I feel i love you

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a short album exploring the struggles of anxiety and a world gone silent, and hope and growth, from the perspective of an isolated boy.

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released March 20, 2021

Written, composed, recorded, mixed, produced, and mastered by Charlie Atkins

Additional writing and vocals on track 3 by Grace Price

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writing songs for the sleep paralysis demon in my room :)

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